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I'm such a coward.

Fri Jun 12, 2009, 7:56 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Watching: Princess Tutu (one heck'a weird anime but funny)
June 12th
...So I waited alittle late to update this.
I'M SUCH A FREAKIN DAMN COWARD! GAH!

Seriously though...I am....I chickened out of going to a homeless shelter....

Mom didn't really want me to go, but she wouldn't stop me, she told me to sleep on it and make my mind up when I got up....well, when I did, I chose to just stay home.

Which it was a good thing I did, I've been sniffling, coughing and sneezing all day.

..er...o...I better be off to bed before dad catches me up and I get in trouble.....its summer and yet I CAN'T stay up as late as I want...its no fun.

Goodbye from the coward.
Also...I can't shake the feeling that I'm...in trouble for not going....

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June 11th
And so, on Friday the 12th....I shall wake up at 4:30 in the morning, leave at 5:30...get to church, and then leave with the other High Schoolers at 5:45.

And off to the Homeless Shelter we go to help the...homeless.

I've always wanted to help at a place like this ever since I was little, and now I get to do it for the first time.....but as of right now.....I'M SCARED ;-;

I don't really know why I'm scared...I guess because I have to wake my parents up so damn early just to take me to church....DANG I WISH I WAS 16 AND COULD DRIVE.

But my parents say they want me to go and that it will be a good experience for me so....okay >_> If they say so....but I want mom to drive me there....I'll feel better about it.

I have no idea how long I'll be there or whos going...I hope Crystal, Tommy or Steven are there....Or just anyone I know.

Well...Going to enjoy my last hour before going to bed....god I'm so scared now D:

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:icondarkfirefox1:
Just think though, you will be helping people that dont have all of the things we do. :) And you will be making them really happy and giving them some company. :) I dont think you have anything to worry about hun. :) You'll be fine, right? :hug:

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:iconshrazer320:
"And off to the Homeless Shelter we go to help the...homeless."

I thought that said "and off to the homeless shelter we to be... homeless." XD

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MUTHER EFFIN' VAMPIRE! *shot*

*glomps Mephy*

Spyro: Dawn of the Dragon sucked ass; Sonic Unleashed was a hell of a lot better and brutally raped DotD at the same time. 8D
:iconlooneytunerian:
Hey, D-C? I showed you my list of SonAmy Cosplays on May 30th, didn't you see them?
:iconalexe88:
Oooh, sounds like a great thing to be involved in.
I doubt there's anything to be worried about, since you're with so many people, and a good lot of homeless people are nice... hope to hear how it went on when you get back :D

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Six: :O_o: What the... HELLO KITTY!?!?!
:icondream-crystals:
....XD Thankfully no...but >.> I chickend out and didn't go...maybe next time.

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:icondream-crystals:
o_o >_> I chickened out this morning XD; I asked my mom if I could just stay home and she said I could. But they're going again this summer, so I might go then.

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:icondream-crystals:
.......I chickened out....yay me for being a coward. Mom told me to sleep on it, when I woke up....I wanted to stay home.

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:icondarkfirefox1:
Why didnt you go? :? What was it you were so scared of? O.o

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Can you meet me halfway? Right up the borderline is where im gonna wait, for you. Ill be looking out, from night and day. Spend my heart to the limit, and this is where ill stay. I can't go any further than this.
:icondream-crystals:
I just didn't feel like going....I wanted to stay home...I guess I wasn't ready to go...but there'll be more chances this summer...maybe not so early too.

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