TEH PROBLEM HAS NOW BEEN FIXED!

Until mice chew on the cables anyway.

So I went to friends house and when I got back, val-la, the internet was fixed.

Now all 3 computers have internet again, and I can happily set my status to away and not have to sign out. YAAY.

And I get on moms and play ZOMG! on GaiaOnline with again!

I'm so haaappyyy now~ I don't have to hear crap about my computer being sloooow.

End the house hold drama.

UNTIL NEXT TIME.

....yeah. I'm happy now.

Full time artwork AWAAAAAAAAAAY~

I forgot to tell you guys that the motherboard came the other day, and he put it in my OLD computer. NOW he's gonna buy the rest of the NEW parts it needs to work.

Would it be easier to just buy a new computer instead of buying 5 other parts and putting them in a computer thats crap?

And mom says I do things the hard way...yeah right.

But when dad told me what he was gonna do, I just laughed inside my head. I knew it wouldn't work, something as joyious as a new computer is something that I'll never get, not from him anyway.

And he still says it'll be the fastest computer in the house.
I just can't believe that at this point.

The cables for the internet came today, so who knows what kind of crap is going to happen now.

I honestly don't want to hear the words "IT DOESN'T WORK. SHIT DAMN PISS ON THIS" from him again, and that is a direct quote.

STOP CURSING. GRAH.

Now, I have some art to go work on.
THIS IS MY FINAL RANT I SWEAR

--Crazy girl

PS:

Warning. ANOTHER little rant, though I hope this one isn't as rage full as the last








WELL. I think its safe to say I made my dad mad.
ALL BECAUSE I SIMPLY SAID THAT DUE TO NO WIRELESS, MY NINTENDO WII IS WITHOUT WIFI.

Which, doesn't really matter to me, considering I have no one to wifi with.

He kept saying it had a PHONE PORT in the back. No, it doesn't, and yes I freaking looked, its my game system, I think I know alot about it. It has TWO USB ports, NOT FRIGGIN' PHONE PORTS!

Will you PLEASE, for the love of sanity, STOP LISTENING TO YOURSELF TALK AND ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE?! SERIOUSLY! WHY IS IT EVERYTHING I SAY YOU DON'T SEEM TO HEAR!? DO I HAVE TO FALL AND BREAK MY LEG AND CRY IN AGONY FOR YOU TO FREAKING LISTEN!?!?!

*takes deep breath*

And it doesn't matter if the Nintendo Wii light is yellow, so it was red awhile ago. ITS NOT ON DAMNIT. I don't know what it means, I used to think it meant internet connection, obviously not now. DOES IT MATTER?! HELL NO IT DOESN'T.

STOP FREAKING TREATING ME LIGHT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DIE MY OWN SHOES!!!

*another deep breath*

And of course, to top it all off, he's mad at mom INSTEAD of ME. When I was the one who started the whole thing. Seriously though, he ALWAYS blames mom, just about. And sometimes its things I'VE DONE.

But noooooo, lets not blame the daughter because she sucks so much she doesn't even want art classes to make her actually worth something.

Okay, so I don't exactly fit in with the world.
I have special people that love me for who I am, not what I do, I hope they do anyway.

Lately it seems thats all alot of people like me for (not you guys, other people not on deviant, more so offline people). They hardly ever talk to me unless I've done some new wonderful picture for the class newspaper. Then again I don't really speak myself, I'm like Clara in reality almost, only I don't say "baka".

*giant sigh*

I'm tired of this internet crap...I seriously am....

I feel that I'm living in a house where the only words I say that matter to him is...nothing. I don't even exist half the time.

Theres some other stuff thats not related to this I could put in this rant, but I'll end this here.


Thank you. *bows*

--That annoying girl, Megan.

PS: I won't go on strike, it won't do any good. Yaay for all of us~

Warning. Little rant below, continue only if you wish you hear me fuss about how stupid my life is right now.














Okay. So about last week, oh, I'd say Thursday or Friday, our internet router died. This allows our 3 computers to have internet without being wired up to a box.

Now, I would just go to Wal-Mart or some electronic store and buy a new one.

But NO. Dad didn't want to take an hour of his time in total to go out and guy a new router that is guaranteed to work. NO, HE HAD TO GO ONTO EBAY USING MY SLOW COMPUTER, AND BUY A USED ONE WITH A SCRATCHED UP PROGRAM DISK THAT DOESN'T WORK! HOW STUPID DO YOU HAVE TO BE!?

I had a friend once told me to not buy used electronics off the internet.

HELL, dad could've just given ME the money and I WOULD'VE BOUGHT A NEW ROUTER AND THIS WOULD BE FIXED BY NOW!

Does he personally ENJOY pissing me off!? He called this morning and I answered, and he told me over the freaking PHONE "You'll have to share your computer for about a week"

WHAT THE HELL!? WHAT DO YOU THINK I'VE BEEN DOING ALL WEEKEND!? ARE YOU GOING TO KICK ME OFF MY COMPUTER EVERY TIME I START TO DRAW SOMETHING!?

Seriously, like last night I was drawing with my tablet. Now, it normally takes me about 1-2 hours to sketch out the basic picture if I have no major distractions or parents bugging me.

Was I able to finish? No, I didn't even get the heads of the two characters done, because every 15 minutes dad would come in and bug the hell out of me, asking me to look up this and that on ebay, and then he kicked me off, TWICE, no, THREE TIMES.

HAVE YOU DONE THIS STUPID MOVE JUST TO ANNOY ME!? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'M REALLY HATING YOU RIGHT NOW, DAD!?

And he bought a new motherboard for my computer a few days ago, and says it should make my computer faster. After today I bet its gonna crash my computer.

I'm to the point I don't trust dad with my computer, I'm either keeping an eye on him or if I can't, mom does for me.

Why? Last time dad was left alone with a computer, he crashed it, and it took all my stuff along with it. It was heartbreaking. Though that was years ago. Work is work ya know? No matter how good the drawings are, loosing it can hurt.

so I'm putting all the new stuff on my lovely JumpDrive so all my pictures and files will be safe.

I'm not ticked off because I have to share my computer, I share it with my mom all the time.
I'm ticked off because what dad has done and is still doing is REALLY STUPID. Its like he ENJOYS being a pain!

Not to mention I could live without him cussing every 4 words >_> Its beginning to rub off on me and I'm starting to use more language. I could VERY FREAKING HAPPILY LIVE WITHOUT HIM SAYING THAT CRAP.

*lets off steam*


Thank you for listening. I'm done.
-Megan

PS: I should probably go on strike, and not draw or be on the net hardly until this problem is fixed. I'll think about it.

....I want it to snow. I dunno why, I'm freezing right now.

I guess "cold" means "snow".
Some days I wake up and think there's snow outside. Let there just be snow and no ice...